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adharastarlight · 1 year ago

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realising its almost october which is great because spooky season but also im a marauders fan.

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chinelacanta · 7 months ago

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(i dont) love you like i did yesterday

SAKADRAGON BRAINROT!!!! tysm @haunteddelusionalonepiece for the little sakadragon amoeba that now lives in my head <333

(marine dragon’s hair is inspired by @/mangyraccoon ^_^)

#HHNNNN I HAVE. MUCH TO SAY ABT THIS PAIRING #YOU THINK AT FIRST ITS JUST CRACK BUT THEN #THE STORY SEEPS IN #BITTER EXES MY BELOVEDS #also i love the fact that dragon’s type is. chainsmoker who’s a little mean #i respect that honestly #oughghgh i dislike akainu. but #i can learn to like him from the dragon ship lenses #ive written so many stories abt them in my head. its insane. im insane #dragon and sakazuki who thought ‘he’s it for me’ only to die a thousand deaths of heartbreak #im going to kms #what.. what is their ship 😭#monkey d dragon #akainu x dragon #sakadragon ???#akainu sakazuki #one piece #my art!!

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eloscore · 2 days ago

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#ive got art brainworms rn #i cherish them so.....#sonic!!!! sonic hedgehog!!!! yay yay yippie!!!!!#i love sonic hedgehog guys!!!#UGHHHHH #THEYRE SO COOL I COULD LITTERALY GO ON FOR HOUURRSS #gave him pants because i slightly redesigned blaze and he looked naked <\3 heartbreaking #i drew silver so like. cool looking he is NOT that guy he's mimicking blaze #if you think that one scene in idw where they make a garden together doesnt live in my mind like a brain eating amoeba ur wrong #the besties ever. the siblings ever even but some of yous arent ready for that one #i love you girlboss and boyfailure you will never die #i have a system for tagging so i can find stuff easy but also it means im not putting all the tags i prob should be on my arty postys so #blaze the cat #silver the hedgehog #sth #eloscoredraws

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skunkes · 10 months ago

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2 moods

#a doodley #an;yway #> finding someone who also never wants children will be harrrd but itll be worth it and im not budging!#> potentially doesnt ever want any pets either.#it may be over.#ugh i guess i am going to have to go thru a roommate arc or another horrific heartbreak arc to figure it out...#i did wanna try having a kitty if i moved out bt i cld never just toy with the life of a little beast like that...#i dont hate animals but i never want to be fully responsible for or have another living being dependent on me only...#and also they die. which is an insurmountable event for me. i keep hoping i wont be employed when cookie dies bc i will end up Fired.#ive spent all of cookies life crying over her eventual death i am not mentally well enough to have pets.#we will see.

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skitskatdacat63 · 5 days ago

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I'll never not be horribly bitter that my art history class just completely skips over three of my favorite art movements of all time. What did my bad bitches Art Nouveau, Pre-Raphaelitism, and the Golden Age of American Illustration ever do to you 😞

#save me mucha and leyendecker save me #those are my fav in the whole modernism umbrella #and i generally really dislike most of the other ones 😭😭 not everything but obviously prefer these 3 of everything else #though tbf i think id die of heartbreak if we did talk about american illustration #and leyendecker didnt come up at all 😞😞 so im spared from that i guess #anyways time to go reblog art!#catie.rambling.txt

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dartalias · 2 months ago

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Im re reading Rise of Kyoshi again and i just read the talk Lek and Kyoshi have after Xu

Now is the time to stop reading and live in denial for a while

#The book ends here what are yall talking about????#This is the moment the book reality split for me #There is the happy denial reality where my mind lives and the Flying Opera is complete #And the heartbreak cannon #lek deserved better #lek lives #They were such a cool duo #With such a unique history for a found siblings dinamic #They had so much development potencial #And THIS is what you decided to do with it??#Yes im ranting because one of my favorite characters die #But ALSO #im legit upset on how it was done #Like i think it was a waste of potencial for almost nothing in return #Yes it has some cool cicles tied up to his death #But like its not worth it a character #In my opinion #lek avatar #avatar kyoshi #rise of kyoshi #kyoshi #kyoshi novels #avatar novels #flying opera company #avatar chronicles #Honestly is a motivation to go back to read the legacy of Yangchen #Cry over enother death i know its coming

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eremin0109 · 1 year ago

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My heart just absolutely breaks thinking what if Majima knew beforehand that Kiryu's days were numbered but he was in denial, refusing to believe that a fucking illness of all things would put the nail in the Dragon's coffin. So when they finally meet in that shack, he starts their conversation with a taunt, because he needs to see it for himself to believe it. To come to terms with the fact that Kiryu is actually dying.

And so, they fight. It gets real ugly real quick and by the end of it, Majima's eye is glazed over with a terrifying realisation as he stands over Kiryu's beaten body, his breathing more laboured than it had any right to be.

Going into the fight, Majima wanted to be absolutely crushed by those large hands, years of pent up feelings and frustration being pounded down onto him. That way he'd know that the Dragon was still alive and kicking. That his Kiryu-chan was not actually dying an excruciatingly slow death.

But his victory rings like a funeral toll in his ears. This is all wrong. Kiryu Kazuma is supposed to his perfect rival, his true equal. The only one who could tame the Mad Dog. Not the bleeding, coughing mess of a man that laid underneath him. This couldn't be happening.

But when Kiryu looked at Majima, he felt more than saw the remnants of wildfire in the Dragon's eyes, flickering away more and more by the second. It took every single fibre of Majima's being to not end the poor bastard's life right there.

What was the use anyway—the Dragon was already dead.

#i just wanted to write how Majima would be absolutely devastated over his win in their duel #because that would hammer home just how weak the cancer was making Kiryu #and make Majima come to a heartbreaking realisation that Kiryu was in fact dying #if he couldn't beat Majima how was he going survive whatever the fuck he'd gotten himself involved with this time?#and then another realization would dawn on him: Kiryu never planned to make it out of this alive #that he really wanted to die—after everything Majima had done for the past two fucking decades just to keep him alive #and that realization'd draw all the fight out of him cause just how long had Kiryu been planning this?did he ever mean to tell him about it?#afterwards they just sit in silence for a while because that is all they can do at this point #fuck #this is just so depressing im gonna go lie down somewhere #yakuza #yakuza 8 #like a dragon infinite wealth #kiryu kazuma #majima goro #kazumaji

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cicidraws · 3 days ago

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my health is getting worse, and i am disoriented and uncomfortable every single day. i need an MRI at some point to check for a possible stroke or other issue, aswell as some monitor for my heart and/or head for a bit. idk what theyll do really. but i cant even focus anymore. and its to the point that everything i eat triggers my health to get worse aswell. some days its so bad i cant even sleep.

so for the time being, commissions are closed. im sorry.

#to those who have also hit me up in the inbox or IM im sorry i dont post the donation posts its hard to tell whats vetted or not or spam #i know that zionists hijacked some of them and its heartbreaking to know that. and im not well worded as others are but #im gonna try to in the future if i can. ill still reblog what donation posts i can. again im sorry i havent. ive been very unwell #its hard to pretend im fine and able to talk about other things when im definitely not fine.#i dont know if im gonna die with this health problems and i cant even leave to go to the doctor easily.#no this is not me saying “my problems are worse” its irrelevant to what i said above.#this is just my personal thing im goign thru and that was just anotehr thing i thought id mention ive been neglectful about #and the reason ive been unable to focus on anything

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rodentbrains · 1 year ago

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the way sidestep ortega and chen are forever tied to each other by heartbreak mostly/especially because they cannot talk about it to each other or those who weren't there. the way that dannys feelings reflect a general truth which is that as long as they dont talk about it there will always be a wall between them and everyone else. the way they don't even get the full comfort of the quiet knowledge that at least these two other people know exactly what you went trough due to the telepathic nature of the event. the way we know the least about heartbreak from ortega's perspective who came closest to experiencing it "objectively"

#fhr #the first time i played trough seeing heartbreak trough chens mind i was CHEWING WIRES #BOOK 3 IS GOING TO ANNIHILATE ME #im just........rambling again #there is nothing profound in any of this #simple facts just spin around in my mind like a hamster wheel #having chen/ortega/step feelings tooooooniiiight #which btw is super fun with a female sidestep who is way too much like chen #because it takes the 'what the fuck is your game here' to a whole new level #oops yana has some feelings and wants ortega and chen to have each other #even though she might kill them oopsie #*sidestep voice* i am very selfless! im setting up my boyfriend with a future boyfriend so he doesnt die alone if i have to kill him!#ms roden brains goes bzzz

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birdricks · 11 months ago

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just remembered the pheonixperson fight [walking into the ocean]

#litearllye very single fucking thing about it.#what did they do to you….#i loved her.#then you were always a bad friend.#never thought this was how id die.#and other memorable quotes.#i rlly hope if (WHEN.) they bring bp back they address his time as pp #bc its rlly quite horrifying. ik they did to some extent w rickternal friendshine #but theres a lot of layers to it that u cld still go into. especially the fact that hes probably 90% artificial now.#andddddd w birddaughter. pleaseeeee #but oh my god. really so heartbreaking for rick to spend all that time mourning bp #i mean. not technically canon but in the comics he mentions it A BUNCH #and then he finds out hes alive. but as a zombie who barely recognises him. and then he nearly kills rick.#its crazy to think that pp was a One episode thing technically #like he was in the post credits of another ep and it took a while to fix him #but for us the audience he was only in action for. 10 mins?#if that #but ohh… how long was he working for the federation behind the scenes…. i dread to think #and his memories now…. he like blew up his fucking mind. im curious how much he actually remmebers of it #ohhhh bp … 💖 pleaseeee please come back to us

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lunaremy · 1 year ago

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#bomberman #weird i thought the image would be more stretched out #“fallen for me have you? tch. I'm such a heartbreaker”#yes i have and im going to kill you right now boy #now die #(evil blast)

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aroacesigma · 1 month ago

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ive had a savings account opened for me since i was a baby and rn my number one fear is that my dad is gonna make me buy a car with the money even though all i wanna do is pay to get my boobs chopped off

#ramblings #gotta make sure the money gets transferred into my actual bank account once im 18 #i dont want them having my money #idk im gonna max out the financial support get on T and then if they cant deal with it im out of there #genuinely i cant do this anymore #im working on making peace with the fact that my relationship with my parents is either going to be gone or never the same again #its heartbreaking and i dont want to lose them but im so fucking suicidal right now like i cant do this #i used to think i could just repress it forever and maybe just cut my hair and wear a binder but who am i kidding #i went from mildly uncomfortable to wanting to outright die so badly the past few years

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sensitivegoblin · 2 months ago

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Stupid period vent

If youre a cis man; kiss a uterous haver on the forehead today

Cus fuck this feels like a mental parasite